As salam and hi y`all.....
Fyi, tomorrow will be the day when the PMR result will be anounced...as i flash back, its have been 4 yours since i was the one that taking the result. The moment when everything was changed.
The morning when the result would be anounced, my friends and i just hanging around the hall, waiting for our Principal to hand out our results. At that very moment, my heart just like the song Atwa by System of a Down, it really scared me. I never failed to achieve anything i want since i was kid. I always have a pretty results and be the top among the others.
So, i just cant imagine myself if i didnt get what i wanted. Then, it turned out to be my turn to receive the result. My teacher hand in my result, and to my surprise, i actually didnt get what i want. For some instance, i am speechless and cant imagine how the world turned to be so mean to me. Yeah, who didnt as i was the mentor for study group in the school, being at the top class, and moreover teachers were expecting me to get perfect score, but unfortunately i didnt, even my mentee got perfect score. Yup, at that very moment i just couldnt accept it..
I cried, and when i was at home, i said nothing. My parents gave their smoothing words to persuade me, but i just like mentally broken down and i was like down to abyss..i was like that for several days, talked to none, lying on the bed like i lost a wife. After that then, i just can think normally and blended to the fate that i was failed.
And from that very moment i promised to myself, to do better in the future, it was really pain though when i was just at the bottom and trying to reach top again.
Alhamdulillah, after lots of effort i put with teachers and family that didnt even know how to stop supporting me, and here i am, studying medic in Russia.
So, here i am, thinking back what i have learnt in the past, in the world we live, doesnt exist a single person that always can be on the top, never. The world just keep circling around, the person at the very bottom somehow in the future make it at the top....but important thing to bear in mind is we shouldnt give up for His help, He`ll always be there, always...but maybe not now, maybe He changed it with something better.
"Thats why, dear brothers and sisters, whatever on earth things happen to you, how difficult, wreck life that you have, never ever give up for His guidance and mercy.....Allah is our strength and He always be.."
Fyi, tomorrow will be the day when the PMR result will be anounced...as i flash back, its have been 4 yours since i was the one that taking the result. The moment when everything was changed.
The morning when the result would be anounced, my friends and i just hanging around the hall, waiting for our Principal to hand out our results. At that very moment, my heart just like the song Atwa by System of a Down, it really scared me. I never failed to achieve anything i want since i was kid. I always have a pretty results and be the top among the others.
So, i just cant imagine myself if i didnt get what i wanted. Then, it turned out to be my turn to receive the result. My teacher hand in my result, and to my surprise, i actually didnt get what i want. For some instance, i am speechless and cant imagine how the world turned to be so mean to me. Yeah, who didnt as i was the mentor for study group in the school, being at the top class, and moreover teachers were expecting me to get perfect score, but unfortunately i didnt, even my mentee got perfect score. Yup, at that very moment i just couldnt accept it..
I cried, and when i was at home, i said nothing. My parents gave their smoothing words to persuade me, but i just like mentally broken down and i was like down to abyss..i was like that for several days, talked to none, lying on the bed like i lost a wife. After that then, i just can think normally and blended to the fate that i was failed.
And from that very moment i promised to myself, to do better in the future, it was really pain though when i was just at the bottom and trying to reach top again.
Alhamdulillah, after lots of effort i put with teachers and family that didnt even know how to stop supporting me, and here i am, studying medic in Russia.
So, here i am, thinking back what i have learnt in the past, in the world we live, doesnt exist a single person that always can be on the top, never. The world just keep circling around, the person at the very bottom somehow in the future make it at the top....but important thing to bear in mind is we shouldnt give up for His help, He`ll always be there, always...but maybe not now, maybe He changed it with something better.
"Thats why, dear brothers and sisters, whatever on earth things happen to you, how difficult, wreck life that you have, never ever give up for His guidance and mercy.....Allah is our strength and He always be.."
true~
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